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Sunday, 07 June 2009

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    The Best of Vivaldi, Vol. 2
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    Strive Not to Strive


    So there remains a Sabbath rest for the people of God.  For the one who has entered His rest has himself also rested from his works, as God did from His.  Therefore let us be diligent to enter that rest, so that no one will fall...

                                                                                                            Hebrews 4:9-11a                     

    Lord, I long to enter into Your eternal rest!  Yet for now I am so thankful for the glorious rest you have given me -- a rest not from my physical labor on earth, but from my spiritual striving to find salvation in my own merit.  Thank You, Jesus, for the work You did on the cross, that I may rest in You and cease my own work for Your favor.

    Yet, what an interesting paradox I find here... "Be diligent" to enter Your "rest."  In other words, I must strive not to strive!  May I ever strive only for Your glorious rest, Oh Lord!

    ~ Carrie                                 

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    "Legalism is the lazy man's faith."  (Eric Pazdziora)

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    God's Word + Coffee + Vivaldi =

Saturday, 11 April 2009

Sunday, 15 February 2009

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    Terra
    By Mariza
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    Valentine's Surprise!


    I don't normally like to use my blog as a journal, detailing all the day's activities.  But yesterday's activities were particularly wonderful, so I have to share them!  Eric planned a very lovely dinner, reserving a table at (le) Bistro Zinc, an authentic French restaurant very close to our place.  Despite my annoying insistence to pry out of him the location of our dinner, he remained strong and able to surprise me with this remarkable choice.  Although the meal was a little more expensive than our typical evening out, it was worth every penny!  ym...  Steak & Frites... delectable.  After having spent a few months in France, I can say that this was definitely the most authentic French atmosphere I've experienced since then.  If you live in Chicago and love all things French, you must check it out!  (It's just a short walk from Europa bookstore, too, if you enjoy reading books in foreign languages like French, Italian and German...)  I only wish I had room left for le crepes de chocolat!

    As lovely as dinner was, our next stop was absolutely delightful!  At about 5:00 (before dinner), a woman from our church called me, telling me that she and her husband had tickets to the Chicago Symphony Center but were unable to go.  It happened to be a Portuguese singer, and since I'd sung (and Eric played piano for) a supposedly* Portuguese song at our church's Christmas music program, I came to mind as the person to give the tickets - for the lower balcony! - to.  Of course, we accepted!  The trick was to acquire the tickets before our dinnertime... 6:00... only an hour away!  So, we got ready quickly, left by 5:20, and fought the traffic to the generous couple's condo.  The half mile to their place was so congested, it took us at least 30 minutes to get there.  But get there we did, and we managed to make it back to our place (to park the car) and to le Bistro Zinc by 6:10 - a miracle indeed!

    After a magnificent meal, we took the subway to the Chicago Symphony Center to hear the musical stylings of Mariza, singer of Portuguese "fado" (literally "destiny" or "fate"), which basically is a mingling of North African and European influences.  The Symphony Center Notebook described fado as the "Portuguese blues."  It was so good!  Although not one word was sung in English, she had me - and everyone else - completely mezmarized by the haunting tunes and strong performance.  The instruments were incredible.  The Portuguese guitar (which looks more like a lute), the acoustic guitar, and the acoustic bass (which I don't believe I've ever really seen in person before!) accompanied most songs, but there were a few with piano and trumpet.  And Mariza's voice... so powerful and charming, all at the same time.  You must take a listen... Here are a couple of Mariza's songs, as found on Youtube:







    Amazing, eh?  I've fallen in love with Portuguese music... on Valentine's Day, no less.  It was such a lovely Valentine's surprise, between the charming French bistro and the enchanting Portuguese music... Definitely a day to remember.  Or at least to blog about, so that perhaps I may remember...  :)

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    *I say "supposedly" because we still aren't totally sure if that song was actually Portuguese or, oddly enough, Croatian.  Every bit of information we find about it seems to lay claim to Croatian.  However, after performing it, a few people came up to me proclaiming that they loved the Portuguese song... including a woman who was from Portugal and understood every word of it!!  But when I talked to a guy there whose parents are Brazillian, he said he could not understand it and believes it was Croatian.  Aiaiaia!  So, I really have no idea what language it is, but the Portuguese lady seems to be the most reasonable resource in this investigation...  If you ever get a chance to look up "U Plavu Zoru" by Pink Martini, I'd love to hear your side of this story!



Saturday, 07 February 2009

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    Keeping Up Appearances: The Full Bouquet
    By Keeping Up Appearances
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    25 Random Things about the Next-to-Least Interesting Person (the least being Mr. Collins)

    I was tagged with this on Facebook, but since I haven't posted in a while, I just thought I'd put it up here.  Here are 25 things about me that probably won't affect you in the least, but they might give you a peak into my head... like it or not.  :)

    1. I can't have coffee after mid-afternoon, or I'll be up all night.  Such nights result in silly undertakings such as "25 Random Things..."  Don't get me wrong... I actually enjoy reading and writing lists like this, but the process of actually getting this information down is a little tiresome... but not so much when I'm caffeinated with nowhere to go and nothing else to set my buzzing mind to.

    2. I enjoy cooking new things, but I often don't have the energy or ingredients to actually make something worthwhile.  Thus, mac 'n cheese (yes, the boxed variety) is a frequent at our kitchen table.

    3. Jane Austen is my favorite author to read, but I rarely get through an entire book of hers without starting another book at random in the middle of her stories... something completely different like "Life with Jeeves" or "Charlotte's Web."  It must be a commitment issue...

    4. I'm a people-pleaser to the extreme.  If someone doesn't like me, it bothers me to no end.  This is incredibly frustrating, but an issue I simply can't get over.

    5. I've dreamed of living in Europe, and I'm rather sure that dream may come true sometime in the distant future.  I've been learning French, but I have a feeling I'll settle for some English-speaking country (one of the two, right?) for the sake of convenience.

    6. The engagement ring my husband gave me first belonged to my mother-in-law.  When she was 18, she'd been engaged to a man who, before they were married, died of cancer.  She showed us her encouragement and faith in our marriage by giving us this blessing when a ring was hard to come by for my (literally) poor fiance.

    7. I'm quite truly addicted to chap-stick.  I will literally go ballistic if I don't have Burt's Bees or Carmex on me at all times.  My lips will actually hurt if I go for more than two hours without a fresh application.  Does psychotherapy work on these types of cases?

    8. If I could scat like Ella Fitzgerald, I’m confident my singing career would finally go somewhere.

    9. I’m pretty talented with my toes.  I can pick things up and move things around with them like you wouldn’t imagine.  (If you did, I’d be a bit concerned for you.)

    10. I love Brit-coms.  I know they can be quite indecent sometimes, but there is something about “Monty Python’s Flying Circus” and “Keeping Up Appearances” that makes me giggle more than the average American comedy can.

    11. Sometimes I crave children.  I mean… I crave the chance to have my own.  But then I remember a particular horrid diaper experience I had with a child I babysit, and I realize I can wait a little longer.

    12. I hope my life is a sweet fragrance of worship to my God, to whom I owe my life in its entirety, from beginning to forever.

    13. I’m obsessive about my grades.  My older brother happens to be a genius, so ever since my first B in third grade science (because of which he gave me a really hard time), I’ve worked myself ragged to keep a grade point average slightly under 4.0.  This is quite unhealthy, I know.

    14. I get extremely crabby when I’m hungry.  I think that might have something to do with my overactive thyroid gland.

    15. I have a love/hate relationship with Chicago.  In the Spring, Summer and Autumn, I love it.  The other half of the year, I hate it.

    16. I would give just about anything to simply go to Woodard’s Pharmacy (in my hometown - Hertford, North Carolina) for a surprisingly flat but undeniably delicious grilled cheese sandwich and a fountain Cherry Coke right now.  And why not top it off with two-scoops of hand-dipped chocolate ice cream for the unbeatable price of 60-cents?

    17. I recently realized how much Hertford resembles Mayberry.

    18. My children will – by my husband’s unrelenting insistence – watch “Mr. Roger’s Neighborhood” instead of the brain-numbing Teletubbies or Barney.  And I won’t insist otherwise.

    21. I’ve climbed the Eiffel tower.  It’s not as impressive an accomplishment as climbing Everest, but I must say, the view was pretty sweet.

    20. I might home-school my kids.  This proposition is still up for debate, as I believe there is great potential for a good public-school experience, but there are some promising features included in the home-school package.  Thankfully, I have at least six or seven years to figure this one out before a decision will become imperative.

    21. I refer to my Thesaurus a lot.  I like to sound smart (clever, shrewd, astute…), and I’ve found this is the easiest (most facile, elementary, effortless) way to go about it.

    22. I love musicals… the old-fashioned kind like Rogers’ and Hammerstein’s or the Sherman brothers. Why don't they make them like that anymore? "Enchanted" was fun... but no modern musicals can hold a candle to the classics.

    23. Summer thunderstorms are quite possibly my favorite weather conditions.  I love how green the grass and trees get in contrast to the dark-gray clouds above just before a summer storm… and the way the breeze wraps itself around me, warning me that I have only minutes to run inside before the rain will fall in torrents.  There is something passionate and, at the same time, calming about such storms.

    24. My musical tastes are incredibly diverse.  I enjoy everything from classical to bluegrass, from jazz to celtic, from rock to gospel.  And world-music is becoming a favorite these days.

    25. I’ve been to Turkey, France, Singapore and Malaysia.  After traveling a bit of the world, I now live in an incredible and dynamic international city full of opportunities and fun.  But the place I miss most is my quiet hometown in northeastern North Carolina where “the grass was always green, but the blues were at my heals.”  Someday I’ll return, if only in my dreams.


Thursday, 08 January 2009

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    Enchanted
    By Original Soundtrack
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    Under Grace

    A while back, I asked you to tell me what the word, grace, means to you.  Thank you so much for your input... Your answers were all lovely, inspiring pictures of beauty in my mind's eye.  My intention was to write an article about grace, what it has meant to me, but life and its many expectations distracted me.  And then my computer crashed, wiping out the page or so I'd already dedicated to this subject.  Finally, Christmas break came, and I decided to waste my time like that's what Christmas break is all about.  Well, my last day of break is finally upon me, and I I find that another day wasted would disappoint me terribly, so here I am.  Not that a little post on xanga will make this day worth living, but at least it gives me something to enjoy between the laundry and the errands to be made today.

    So, what is grace?  I thought I knew... Sure, we can all give examples of what grace has given us, but can we really wrap our minds around the greatness of this single concept?  Demonstrations of grace are abundant in my life, but a definition of grace completely escapes me.  Perhaps I will have to settle happily, knowing I have such demonstrations to look upon.  Yet, I feel this strange compulsion to understand more deeply what grace is, realizing that my whole life is truly contingent upon the meaning behind this word.

    Yesterday, I was reading through the first few chapters of Romans and found myself completely bewildered by the concepts I found there.  In the first chapter, Paul seemed entirely taken with the "wrath of God" which "is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men who suppress the truth in unrighteousness..." (1:18... Read whole chapter for better context.)  So, "God gave them over in the lusts of their hearts to impurity," and "to degrading passions" and "to a depraved mind" (1:24, 26, 28).  Their whole persons - heart, body and mind - are given over to this sinful nature by God because of their own commitment to "suppress the truth."  Of course, this gives me every right to therefore judge "sinful" people, making it clear to them that God's wrath will soon come upon them, right?  Wrong!  Romans 2:1, just sentences later, says: "Therefore you have no excuse, everyone of you who passes judgment, for in that which you judge another, you condemn yourself; for you who judge practice the same things."  We are all sinful, every one!  Besides Christ, no person has ever lived a purely perfect life.  We are all subject to the wrath of God, for we have all suppressed His truth by the way we have lived.  God alone being perfect is the only One with the right to such judgment.  Yet, in the same breath in which He declares His right to judgment and wrath upon sinful people, God's word says: "Or do you think lightly of the riches of His kindness and tolerance and patience, not knowing that the kindness of God leads you to repentance?" (2:4).

    This, my friends, is grace.  Although He has all power to condemn us, a fact which could easily bring us to repentance if we truly believed it, God would not have us come to Him in fear of His wrath.  Rather, He has poured upon us "the riches of His kindness and tolerance and patience," -- His grace -- in His Son, who bore all of God's wrath for the likes of us.

    Are you under this grace?  If you are -- and, oh, I hope you are! -- have you recognized it for what it is?  God's kindness toward us is so great!  Yes, His wrath is just; but that wrath was poured upon the cross so that we would not have to experience it.  Jesus put Himself under God's wrath so that God could put us under His grace.  There I stand, showered by and immersed in His kindness and goodness.  Amazed by His grace.

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    • Name: Carrie Pazdziora
    • Country: United States
    • State: Illinois
    • Birthday: 10/21/1985
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 6/14/2004

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